and all i can do is cry about it. great.
all i can do is hide the embarrassment i have.
and all i can come up with is excuses for myself. and im so tired of it. i know what im doing but im not stopping. where’d the mentality i was so proud of go? where’s the leadership i thought i had? where’s the good sportsmanship i thought i had?
all i have right now is regret and tears running down my cheeks.
i need to lighten the fuck up, ASAP.
i know what im doing wrong! but what the fuck is up with me?
i dont know if the damage is already done, but all i know is that im so sorry.